New day....new drama...

So I spent all day Thursday obsessing about the whole "text for sex" thing...only to end up right back where I started in the beginning. Go figure.

He normally works 2nd shift, but he took Friday off to fix his brakes. So after I got out of work we went on a date. :)  And it was a really nice date too! We had a wonderful dinner at Chili's...knowing each other as well as we do means there was plenty to talk about, plenty to tease each other about, so the conversation was entertaining. He was also very attentive - he held the door open for me at the restaurant, opened the car door for me, and all that jazz.

After dinner we went to the theater and watch The Looper. While the movie was kind of slow and boring - it felt nice to sit there and just enjoy being together. The Cinema happens to have the seats with armrests that can be lifted up so he moved ours out of the way and snuggled up to me. In fact, he held either my hand or my thigh through the entire show.

After the movie we talked about going out for a drink but neither of us was really in the mood - so we went to the video store, rented a couple of movies, and spent the rest of the night cuddling in bed. All in all it was a fantastic night.

Saturday he texted me a couple of times, but I was out with someone else and I have no clue what he was up to.

Sunday he came to our son's soccer game - even though it down-poured the entire hour and a half - then took Daemon home with him for a few hours of visitation. He brought him back about 8 o'clock...then pouted and pretty-pleased until I said I would go back to his house with him to watch some zombie show. Eww...that's all I can say. Zombies = not my thing. I didn't mind too much though cuz - again - we got to sit on the couch and just cuddle. Plus I had a chance to say hi to his nieces....give them hugs and kisses...which always makes my day. :)

Sounds kinda drama free and awesome right? It was! BUT...it only lasts for 2 seconds at a time. lol.

Today I found out that he put his profile back up on an online dating site. One that he specifically told me that he had deleted it from and wouldn't be going back on. LIES, LIES, LIES!!! His excuse though is that 1.) He was bored. and 2.) I said I was going to date other people so he figured it was okay.

Well - it is okay. That is the funniest part of this whole saga....I am OKAY!!! Yes - I would like to have him all to myself - have him be the man that I want him to be...but that isn't going to happen and I am finally smart enough to figure that out. So I flat out told him today that I don't care if he is on there or not. I am going to date whoever I want - go to bed with whoever I want - as long as he continues to still see other women and text other women for sex. "You get what you give" is exactly what I said. No way in hell am I sitting around crying my eyes out over him this time...don't even WANT to! (Mmmm....and part of that may be Shaine - but we will leave him for another day. lol)

The point is though - I am so much more confident in myself these days - and it makes me so less vulnerable to his garbage. And that makes me want to jump for joy and shout it from the rooftops!

Go me, go me, GO ME!!!!!! :)